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February 09 : : Ich habe Radler getrunken : :Don't forget to check out my new slideshow on myspace
 Can you believe that it has been ONE full year (1 year and 6 days actually) after the incident. I still can't believe that I've been through all that.
 Why me anyway?  I started playing tennis again about 3 weeks ago. I was so nervous the first time I held the racket. I mean after what I've through...seeing my bloodly thumb and had to drive myself to the hospital...I even thought I was going to lose it forever
...Thank you Dr. Nit!Okie Dokie, no more bitchin' about that...I'm strong now...mentally (hmmm...am I?
 )and physically...ps. The funny thing is last year on Feb 3, I was at Bumrungrad International Hospital...I thought "God, this what "hurt" really means". Am I really still alive?
On Feb 3 this year, I was at St. Louis Hospital having my face laser(ed?
 not my language!). I thought laser wasn't supposed to hurt? I was bleeding bad for 12 hours! but everybody keeps saying I'll look EVEN MORE beautiful afterwards! hehe! -----------------
It's been errrrrr forever since my last post....SORRY! So much to do, so little time! That's why I haven't been updating
 . I wish I had 7 more hours a day, I would have 7 more hours to sleep. Come to think of it, do I really want that? If there was 7 hours more, it would mean .... errrrr....forever to see Peter Luu again...ouch! No way! Hmmmmm, so what else Newie has been doing besides going to the hospital, going to German class everyday, missing and loving Peter Luu, waking up at 5 o'clock in the morning? I've been looking for graduate schools that offer Ph.D. in Organizational, Interpersonal communication. You're probably wondering... is she going all the way? Yup, I'm going all the way...I'm smart now, remember?
I know I know I've been a dumb and extremely stupid girl all my life but I'm going to be Worawichayavongsa Newluxe, Ph.D. !!! in a few years. Don't forget to add my title when you write me-----------------
Have you ever felt like "This is exactly what I've been looking for!". Call me blind but I do love Peter Luu so much that I don't want to face the future if there's no Peter Luu and Newie. (by the way, I'm not blind!
my man is the greatest boyfriend ).It has been the most rewarding, comfortable, and promising relationship I've ever had. Peter Luu helped me overcome my worries about all the tests, my lameness and now I'm happier than I have ever been in my life.
Without a doubt, I will love Peter Luu forever. He is the greatest thing to come into my life and I couldn't imagine my life without him.
He's currently working hard
. I wish there was a way I could help him, not just by loving him this much.Anyways, here are some success tips for long distance relationship
- Do not ever be in a long distance relationship with someone you can't trust. You wouldn't want to wonder if he or she is telling you the truth chai mai? It will drive you nuts!
- Try not to go weeks or months without spending time together. People can change in that amouth of time! Keep each other in daily life. There are stuff called webcam, internet, phone...blah blah blah...but don't forget that people can change and it's somewhat a little difficult to recognize the change via the phone or computer unless you're some kind of a nerd or mr./ms. know it all
 - Have different methods of contacting each other. If you think paying $$ more for the phone bills or internet ain't worth it, then....errrrrr probably should re-consider staying in the relationship? He/she should be willing to do the same to you too though...
- Always remember that a good relationship is built on compromise and a great deal of give and take on both sides because you will both need security and comfort
 .- "Appreciate" each other!!! appreciate every tiny thing your bf/gf does for you.
and so on...
Please know that I'm not an expert
and I really don't want to be. Those are just what I've learnt so far from a relationship and I'm very happy to have such a wonderful guy loves me back. Am I just very lucky or what? Alright everybody...it's time for me to go...
I'll write again sometime soon...but until then, I hope you guys have a great life and stay sweet!
Biss Dann!
Newluxe
80 Things You Might Not Know About Me
Whats your middle name? Don't have one...sadHow big is your bed? Big enough for 3some! haha! Kidding What are you listening to right now? Music on my myspace. What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? not sure... probably 0606 What was the last thing you ate? Rice with some roasted duck. Yum! Last person you hugged? Diana How is the weather right now? Cold in my bedroom, hot outside. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Gosh, I talked to so many people on the phone today. I really don't remember. What is the first thing u notice in the same/opposite sex? Hair and tits! Favorite type of Food? Thai, Vietnamese, German? HAHA! Do you drink? Yeah, Radler please! Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? Nope. Maybe a few mins Hair color? Not sure... Eye color? Black Do you wear contacts/glasses? Nope Favorite holiday? - Favorite Season? Winter in Deutschland and Summer Break in Los Angeles and summer? in Thailand.Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? Yes. Last Movie you Watched? I don't remember...some Thai movie (Sorry Peter Luu, Not Noo Hin!)What books are you reading? I'm currently reading "The Last Executioner, Memoirs of Thailand's Last Prison Executioner" (just got it yesterday! ) and Organizational Behavior, Stephen P. Robbins and Timothy A. Judge. Piercing? Ears, Belly Botton, used to have a tongue ring...haha Favorite Movie? Dejavu...haha Kidding! Hmmmmmm, don't have favorite... Favorite college football Team? LSU Of course! What were you doing before filling this out? Reading, Thinking, Planning... Any pets? Noooo! Dogs or cats? Neither! Favorite Flower? White Roses with a few pink roses...haha! Have you ever loved someone? I love Peter Luu. Who would you like to see right now? Are you trying to hurt my feeling? Peter Luu Of course!Have you ever fired a gun? Haha yes and I'm so damn good at it! Do you like to travel by plane? Hated it so much whenever I had to fly but love it now (Esp. from Frankfurt to Los Angeles! )...you know the reasons!Right-handed or Left-handed? Righty If you could go to any place right now where would you go? Rosemead, California Are you missing someone? Yes Do you have a tattoo? No! Are you hiding something from someone? Nope. Are you over 18? Yes. I know I look 18...NOT! What is the wallpaper on your cellphone? My bro...LOL Did you get enough sleep last night? No well, few hours is enough for me.FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING? Is Peter Luu home yet? Is he tired? Did he have a good day? ... WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? My cell phone, laptop, lotion GRILLED OR FRIED? Depends WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE? Omg, you still don't know that everything about me is unique? ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? Not until after the incident. FAVORITE HANGOUT? I like the French cafe in front of the Emporium now and Coffee Beans by Dao (Ekkamai), anywhere I can drink Radler, Heineken or Vodka&Lemon 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT? Peter Luu, My family and water! FAVORITE SONG? The ones Peter Luu likes. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? Loosing Peter Luu, family, not getting my Ph.D., failing, getting fat, eatting too much, not having curve, having smaller tits or bigger tits, ass is getting bigger, blah blah blah... ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? A giver...haha well, I'm probably a taker when it comes to my family and Peter Luu... WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Newluxe, Newie, New, Newy, Sexy, Hottie, Hot Stuff, Beautiful, Smart one, Smart ass, Cutie, ... HAHA!!! WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME? - WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME? - STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING? Peter Luu, can't live without him! FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? None FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? Everyone in my family...but they will def save me first...haha Whats your favorite color? White and Pink. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU? My beauty...haha! WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? A Doctor, a lawyer, a judge, a pilot WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 11:11? Study...haha yeah right! THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS? Pink WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO TO BED? Peter Luu...miss him so much... ps. here's a pic of me and my bro...Congrats Winner! You made it! January 06 -- Germany...OMG! Beautiful Deutschland!!! --Hmmm...I'm not sure if I still know how to write but come back for pictures later if you fancy
 Let's just say that my semester in Heidelberg, Germany has been the worst and the best time
 . Confused? Well, ME TOO! I laughed, I cried, I smiled, I wanted to give up and most importantly, I fell even more in love with "Peter Luu".
I miss being with him in Los Angeles, I miss being with him in Bangkok, I miss being with him in Germany. Why me? Why am I so lucky? I get to be with the love of my life in 3 different countries
 and more to come! I met some great people in Heidelberg, Mannheim, Stuttgart and Frankfurt. I have to mention their names, otherwise I would bang my ass on the door 7 times!
Thanisara, P'Pong, Michael, Ingo, Gareth, Henning, Kingpai, Happy, Kelly, my friends at the dorm; Ian, Sarah and Sarah, Nani, Aga, Rui, Brandon, Christine. My friends at school... I change school often but I don't think I've been to any school that has so many friendly people. One of a few great things about Schiller...hehe
.Paul...Thank you! I'm happy b/c at least one person in the world think you look (or talk?) American
...hehe... Thanks again! Thank you for all the nice ideas and jokes to make me smile when you know I'm down.Mom&Dad, thank you for sending me Euros...haha ...Errrrr ...
Peter Luu, I love you more than ever. Thank you for being with me right from the start and until I'm almost done with it. It's amazing how you helped me get through all those hard times and how much I missed you and enjoyed having you there. Thank you so much for doing all that for me. You are the best! I love you...
 .Sorry guys...no time to upload pics from Germany now...but you can take a peek at some pics from Louisiana and Los Angeles first...
Cheers!
Newluxe December 30 Weird Questions40 of the MOST Random Questions Ever, BE HONEST:
Well, getting a Ph.D. in a few years from now and hopefully, Mr. Peter Luu...
Yea Probably not anymore...haha I always left the country for months or a year when I had best friends...think it's just not the same when you're away for long time, not keeping in touch...by the time you come back...its just not the same as before... well...dont know...or maybe its just me... December 20 Happy Birthday Peter Luu!Just popping in to say Happy Birthday to the love of my life, Peter Luu. It's December 20th in Los Angeles already ... love ya hottie!
Oops! Peter, did I just copy that from your blog?
 heheHappy Birthday! I know your wishes! hehe...we'll make them come true chai mai ja?
 I love you!
November 14 :: Because Newie is depressed ::Since I'm depressed right now and I haven't been able to get some normal sleep, food or water since I'm back to Germany, the thought of writing about depression just crossed my mind.
Well, something sad happened yesterday evening and I'm still unable to handle the situation. Hopefully, I'll know what the options are in the morning, which is 3 hours away from now.
Something awesome will happen in a few week, I don't even know why I'm worried about this since I know I will find the way to handle this with warm support from my awesome friends, family and my amazing boyfriend.
Let's talk about this lame depressive disorders! What do you think?
 I guess when we're depressed, it make us feel exhausted, hopeless, helpless and worthless. It makes us feel like giving up. I would say that it is very important to realize that these negative views are part of the depression! and typically do not accurately reflect the situation AT ALL!!!.
So how do we do to get our ass back on track? Hmmmm oh man, logical again... I can't even get rid of my negative thoughts yet! haha! but let's see...
How about we start with setting realistic goals? Then we break large tasks into small ones and do what we can as we can
 . Hmmm, I did what I could do but I still couldn't make something happen... hmmmm.... maybe I didn't try hard enough  but I really thought I did. If being alone makes you feel worse, how about you try to be with other people, talk to someone you love and who loves you, believes in you and will support you no matter what. It's usually better than being secretive, true?
Maybe working out, exercising and having a lot of sex may help...haha!
But you know what, "FEELING BETTER TAKES TIME"
again, sad but true... so you shouldn't expect your mood to improve immediately. Anyone who expects you to feel good right away, screw them! just be who you are and if you don't wanna be happy yet, then don't! oops! I mean, try to be happy a little bit every day...not just keep having those negative thoughts because we are human beings with brains...we could always work something out  Haha, so I guess the solution is... positive thinking will replace the negative thinking... LOL... I know its easy to say...bu het if I could get through what I'm dealing with right now...I'm sure you could too! Because if you read my blog, I'm sure you're some smart people...haha!
 Alright...let me try to get some sleep but then I gotta wake up in an hour or so...
Oh well, what ever will be will be chai mai? If I did what I could and it's not that I didn't try...
I'm just sad that everybody... I mean everybody said and thought I would kick ass and then I let them down... I'm so sorry guys...
 Special Thanks:
Peter, for being there for me always... Thank you for trying to do everything you could for us to be together and to make me the happiest girl. I love you.
Loukgate, for believing in me and helping me gain my confident back! I miss you!
Michael, hope you're feeling better and not hurting so much anymore. Thanks for everything!
Jim, Thank you Jim! See you next month! if you're not too busy with all your plans
John, Thank you for helping me every way you could. It's awesome to have you as a friend!
Paul, You You You!!! but thank you for knowing me the way you do eventhough I hate it so much...haha! Thank you for still believing in me.
Mum, Thank you for praying for me...I'm sorry....but maybe good things are on the way...will know in a few hours!
My family, I miss you guys so much! I will see all off you next month! Hopefully, I won't get fat before then...haha! you guys won't be able to regonize me at the airport again! LOL...
Top, Thanks for the ppt. and those 2 questions :)
All my friends here in Heidelberg and school...thanks for wishing me luck...:) guess the luck didn't really work out! too bad
Did I miss anyone??? Sorry if I did! you can kick my ass! haha!
Alright... I'll try to get some sleep now ... wish me luck guys! I know I'll be happy in 2 weeks though
 ...but now...I just need luck! haha! Good night everyone...
Cheers!
Newluxe
ps. Tha, I hope you're feeling a lot better. I know you're clever and smart! It'll work out...I know it will
I'll go see you tomorrow and we'll talk about it na ja...you're one of the coolest girl I know! ps. If you visit Southern California...don't forget to eat some good Thai food at Thaibite. www.thaibite.com !!! If Newie says it's good, it has to be good,right? October 10 -- Newluxe in Germany --Just a quick report that I'm in Heidelberg, Germany and I'm really sorry about the delay.
I know I haven't updated for ages and sorry to all my fans and friends for not replying emails!!!
 I'm a really busy girl now. Studying, friends, travelling, and so on!
Oh by the way, I'm off to the USA (got 10 years visa babe!!!)
 on Oct 20 (Midterm Break!) and I'll come back to lovely Heidelberg on Nov 6. Sorry again...
I'll post a new entry soon!!! I'll keep you guys posted...no worries
 Miss you all...
Cheers!
Missy Newluxe July 22 Are you too trusting?Wow! I'm writing about relationship...Well, I guess it's because I'm kinda a personal adviser to many people. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that I'm the expert or anything. I'm far from it.
I just looked up for the meaning of "adviser"...lol... "An expert who gives advice". That is so not ME!!! hehe...
Let's start with "Trust"...
Trust is a VERY important part of all types of relationships. Agree??? While trust is an essential part of all GOOD relationships, it is very easy to give trust before it is deserved or to give it too easily.
Are you the type of person who trusts anybody? Do you have too much faith in other people?
Can you pick up on the signs that a person is not trustworthy??? (let me tell you that this is not always a good thing...I kinda can and it is not always good).
I often hear my friends tell their boyfriends/girlfriends that they love and trust them. In my lame opinion
 , trust in a relationship must mean not asking for the partner to prove something. If you have the proof, you would not need the trust, true?Now you're asking me how do people build up the initial trust? Hmmmm...logical logical again...
Don't base assumptions on the future by experiences of the past. In case you didn't read or hear that clearly... DON'T BASE ASSUMPTIONS ON THE FUTURE BY EXPERIENCES OF THE PAST!
That's a no-no. Always remember that everybody is different. All men are not the same. Girls, if you've dated pigs, losers, jerks in the past, you can't assume that all men you're going to meet in the future are jerks. It's the same with some farangs who assume that all Thai girls are whores because they only meet Thai girls in the bars and not all bar girls are bad I have to say.
I met this lady named Joy (name changed) at the bar and she was very pretty and smart. I mean we talked about general things that some educated people don't even know about.
Oops! out of trust topic?
Sorry!!! hehe...Did you know that you can build up the trust to be optimistic either outside of a relationship? How??? Think babe Think!!! I can't tell you everything, can I? haha!!! okie okie... well, by seeing that you can trust your parents, if you're in a relationship, you can try to see that your partner never let you down or lie to you. That kinda makes me think about jealousy...
Is jealousy always implicating mistrust? logical ...,eh?
 Nah, I don't think so. I mean not always, if you concern relationship of love, how does jealousy fit into it??? Back to healthy self-esteem issue. Some people are jealous because of low self-esteem. For some reasons, some people are ok if their partners flirt with other people, for other this might cross the border!
So, communication is very important. Talking, knowing and understanding your partner is a must. Nobody is perfect, right? We are not perfect, we can't expect our partners to be who we want them to be. That is so wrong.
If someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all their hearts.
I think it's always worth to be optimistic and trust. If you know that you're weak, just be a little more careful because you will probably be hurt. Mistrust is bad too though. It's self-fulfilling.
My boyfriend has mentioned that he is in love and he has no doubt. (Am I just too lucky or what? )... Well, let's talk about "doubt"...Doubt is something you bring to the relationship out of YOUR OWN suspicions about human kind that kind of person in general. Doubt also means those aroused by specific behaviors of the person. If you are a suspicious kinda person, you're unlikely to be able to really trust anyone. (You can't argue over this one...it's true!!!). If you're a kinda person who is open towards people in general, you are LUCKY and already in a trusting mode towards the people you know.
Well, again...nobody is perfect. What does that mean then? I guess it means most of us lie in between
. If you know you're not a suspicious kinda person, and you can sense something is wrong in a relationship, then you're probably right. If it's just a small white lie because your partner didn't want you to feel under-loved or hurt, maybe you can just drop it and be happy that your partner loves you. Don't you think it's a lot better than always thinking that your partner has lied to you once and he/she will probably do it again...how can you be happy when you are so suspicious? On the other hand, if your partner makes you so suspicious, then you gotta think if you should stay in the relationship. I'm sure you don't wanna look older than your age because you're not happy, right? hehe...Alright...I guess I'll end this topic right here...Hope you guys are happy with your boyfriends/girlfriends. I know I'm happy...probably the happiest girl in the world since the day I met my Prince Charming.
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+++ Thanks to my very good friend, Jim for the drinks! The bull riding was a great FUN! eventhough, I got some bruises...haha...love the pain though...Errrr...haha Thanks again Jim...you're so cool!
+++ Thanks to my girls, Hot Chix, Moo, Kai, Cheer and my hot chix's friend, Tyler for coming out with me last night. You guys rock! Santika Club rocks! Errrr (NOT!) haha...the first band was...errrrr .... LOL...but we had so much fun moving, dancing and drinking after the 1st band ,right?
 +++ Hey Danny, hope you enjoy the Santika pics...I can't share most of the pics I took with my Hot Chix. They are very private! HAHA!!!
+++ My super Peter got me the Tennis Hit-A-Way trainer thing!!! THANK YOU!!! I LOVE IT!!! I love tennis, I love the hit a away trainer and I love you! July 17 I could have been killed...Full VersionIf you haven't read the quick version of "I could have been killed, Feb 07, 2006",
please click here.
I know it's about time...so here we go...
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Yup, I've been attacked by a Thai man on Friday 3, 2006 at 4.48 PM. I left my house at 4.27 PM. to go to an International Marketing class at Stamford International University, 12th Floor, Jasmine City Building Sukhumvit 23.
You've probably heard/read horror stories of girls being attacked and raped. That's somewhat (almost?) happened to me. I fought back to save my life and I'm very proud I did.
I have to admit that it was very scary. I was scared and terrified.
I parked my car at the parking building on 6th floor. It wasn't dark at all. I mean Sukhumvit Road, the heart of Bangkok. Who would imagine something like that would ever happen around the busiest area of the town?
I sneaky skipped Marketing Research class pretty often and sneaky took a nap in my car and nothing happened. Not on that Friday afternoon though. I parked my car and I looked around and I really did not see anybody. I had my laptop, books and stuff to take to class but my laptop was at the trunk. I was going to get my laptop first and I still haven't changed my slippers? to high heels yet.
I got out of my car, this guy was standing behind my car asking to see my parking ticket. He didn't dress like cops or guards and he looked poor and uneducated (sorry). I didn't believe him so I didn't give him my parking ticket and asked him why would he want to see my ticket? He said, he was hired to check security and how safe the parking building is. I knew he was lying.
I held on to my parking ticket and pointed out to him that was my car and this is my ticket. I was waling back to get inside my car (the door was opened a whole time). When I was getting inside my car, he asked what floor I was going and I told him 12th Floor. He said, Oh Stamford?
I thought, shit! there's no way that this guy would know what floor Stamford is on. I mean you don't even know,right? I didn't even know when I applied. My parents didn't know and just knew after I was attacked.
I hurried back in my car and was about to close the door. He had this BIG LONG KNIFE (มีดสะปาต้า) at my throat! and pushed me inside my car. He shouted at my face not to scream and I could smell his BAD breath!
I really didn't know what to do but I could feel the knife on my skin and I could tell it was really sharp.
I decided to fight. I screamed, screamed and screamed. I kept screaming because I knew some guards were on 4th Floor and I was hoping they could hear. He shouted at my face again not to scream and he was about to stab me. I had to grab the knife and I did.
He was still on top of me and I grabbed the knife with my right hand. I could feel the pain. It hurt really bad. My fingers were bleeding really bad. He was trying so hard to pull the knife off but I kept kicking and screaming. My eyes were closed though it was too scary.
He was still on the top of me and it was disgusting. I used all the energy I had and I pushed him away. I was sitting on the floor next to my car's door and it was easier to fight. I could tell he wasn't very comfortable kneeling and fighting but I was sitting on my ass and my back agaist my car. He finally found his way and pulled the knife out of my hand. OUCH! My thumb! I really couldn't fight anymore because I saw my fingers bleeding and blood kept pouring on the floor. But I kept screaming and kicking anyway.
He finally ran away, but before he did, HE STABBED MY HEAD!!!
I really didn't know he stabbed my head before he ran away though. I mean I was confused, I was scared.
I looked down on the floor and my blood was all over so I touched the back of my head and I knew it was pretty deep and started to hurt more and more.
I stood there for a while thinking what just happened to me. Did it really happen to me? Then I looked at my right hand, touched and felt my head again. I knew I wasn't dreaming! It was for real!!!
I got inside my car, locked the door and called my mother. I knew daddy's phone was off because I called him earlier that day, in the morning I think. Well, I told mom that I've just been stabbed and I was bleeding really bad and I was scared. I asked her if she wanted me to go home first or she wanted me to go to the hospital right away. I couldn't think.
She freaked out and she asked if I was okay. (Oh god, I'm crying...This is the hardest part). I told her I was ok but I didn't want to die and I really couldn't stand the pain. I heard her voice, I knew she loved me and she wished it happened to her instead. She asked me if I could drive. I said yes but I dont know how long. She told me to go to the nearest hospital.
I drove out of the parking space and saw 2 guys. One guy was the guard and other one was a driver. They said they heard me screaming but didn't know what to do. I asked them where was the nearest hospital. The guard told me to shut up because he had to catch the guy!!! WHAT? He thought he was the police or something? I've just been stabbed and I was bleeding! Maybe something like that happen at the building all the time so he looked totally normal or the attacker was his friend.
I knew that I had to go to the hospital myself. I drove out and gave the parking ticket back on 4th floor, the lady saw my blood and freaked out and was shocked.
My brother and dad called. I knew 3 hospitals close to the building. Bumrungrad International Hospital, Samitivej Hospital and Prommit Hospital. I mean everybody knows how expensive Bumrungrad International Hospital is but I know I knew I could get there quicker than others. I knew where the emergency room was because I just took my grand mother there a few weeks before that.
My dad asked me if the traffic was bad becuase you know Sukhumvit Road...it's always packed and the traffic is always horrible. He asked what hospital I was driving to. I asked him if Bumrungrad was okay because it's going to cost him a lot (I mean A LOT!) more than other hospitals. He thought I was crazy I asked him that when I was hurting. HAHA...
I made a u-turn and the traffic was bad. I was so afraid that I wouldn't make it to the hospital. I took out my camera phone and took some pics of my fingers and body just in case I fainted or I passed out or somehow I couldn't make it to the hospital, my family would know what happened to me.
I called Oui and told her I was attacked and I was on my way to the hospital. She asked if I was kidding. I told her no. I was supposed to meet her early that day because we were going to study for the exam on Saturday together. She called all my friends and everybody called me.
Per called me and asked me if I could drive. He told me I could park somewhere and he'll drive for me. I told him that my seat was full of my blood and I didnt want my friend to have to deal with that. He cared and that was more than enough.
Poo, Top, Per and Oui told me to hold on and I was going to be ok.
My mom, dad and brother kept calling me and asking if I could drive and where I was.
In the meantime, my mom called the cops, Oui called the cops, my mom called the hospital that I was on my way to the Emergency room.
There were people on the road laughing at me. They probably thought I was the actress or something. I didn't really care though since I had to drive myself my blood pouring all over my body to the hospital!
31 minutes later, I was in front of the Emergency room at Bumrungrad Int'l Hospital. I took my ID out of my wallet and my cell phone. My mom was still on the phone but I really couldn't be strong any longer. I gave the phone to the nurse and she (or he? sorry I was very tired and can't remember) told mom that I was okay and I was at the hospital. I still had to still be a little strong though because I was all alone.
Dr. Nit and the nurses kept telling me to stay up, not falling asleep and asked me questions what just happened. I was trying ver hard to stay awake and tell them whats just happened. I was laying in bed, my face on the pillow and the nurse cut the back of my favorite Hollister t-shirt because it was full of blood. Then, Dr. Nit told me he was going to give stitches on my head first because the wound was big and wouldn't stop bleeding.
While he was doing that, I heard my mother!
"I'm Wimonrat's mother, Is she okay?, Where is she? Where is Wimonrat? I'm her mother"
I heard her voice. I CRIED. The whole time, I pretended to be so strong, so tough. I mean I really cried. I knew right away I was going to be ok, my mother was there by my side. I was relieved and happy.
The nurses told her not to look, they didn't want my mom to faint. My mom was right there next to me and told me she was there and going to stay with me. After I got out of the hospital, she told me it was so hard looking at me laying on the hospital bed with all the blood.
I couldn't move my fingers at all. Dr. Nit told me to move but I couldn't. The right thumb was the worst.
How many stitches? 21 (or 23?)
When Dr. Nit done with the stitches, they were going to take me to the room. I saw my lovely Stamford friends, ALL OF THEM...were there. I was smiling and happy.
My dad and brother were working out of town and they hurried back to Bangkok to be with me.
All of them, my friends, family, nurses and doctor took me to the room. The cops were there. I really couldn't talk at the time. The Thai cops expected me to remember the bastard's face and how tall he was! Geez!
I couldn't sleep properly because the stitches on the back of my head and my fingers hurt and I was in pain. I was happy though because my room was packed. HAHA....
My uncles, aunts, nieces, nephews, cousins...everybody was there...to cheer me up.
Oui bought me some delicious cakes from Coffee Beans. Thank you Oui. I loved the cake. Sorry I had to wait a few days to eat them. My dad and my sister loved the cake though! Thank you.
Thank you for all the flowers and visitors.
Thank you Kai, Moo, Pong , Lynn and Khwan for visiting me at my house.
Special thanks to my MBA friends at Stamford for being there with me a whole night and visited me everyday... Thank you! I love you guys. I will never forget it na ja :)
Like I've mentioned on last blog entry that I'm a lot better now. It has been almost 5 months. I still can't play tennis though. I can't hold on to small or heavy things yet. I know I am going to be okay though. I just want to play tennis.
The bastard hasn't been caught yet. He will never be caught. Life isn't fair.
I don't ever wanna go back to the building. People there suck.
They lied to the newspaper. I hate liars. I couldn't be as bad as they made it out, could it? again...life isn't fair...
I couldn't attend my graduation commencement for god's sake. Because I couldn't move my thumb and I couldn't hold on to my certificate. I just took pics of my family and friends and went back home.
He left his bag and his keys in his bag next to my car. I had them with me and gave to the cops. He left the knife at the parking space where I parked and the cops have it. Isn't that make it a lot easier to catch him? But well...no more hopes. You're forgiven! Everybody is forgiven!
I will end the story right here and I'm going to post some INTERESTING pics for you guys to see...
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PS. Congrats to my hottie. He has his blog published!!! Check it out!!! July 14 To my special someone in the city of angels...Hey guys, I will write every single detail about the incident next time I promise. I know I haven't told everything to everybody. I am very open about it now and I'm a lot stronger. People ask me about it everyday and I just feel bad not being able to give them the answer they want to hear. I will next time though...so hang in there...it's going to be the most interesting story of the year!!! haha! no sounds effect though...SORRY!
Well, since you are my fans (haha!), I know you would understand that I would like to dedicate this blog entry to my amazing boyfriend. He has done/ does everything for me. I haven't been able to do a single thing for him. I can't believe I am this lucky. I'm with the most awesome man in the world and he loves me too. Am I dreaming? BANG! BANG! BANG! (I just banged my head on the wall) and I'm not dreaming! Such a lucky girl I am...
Alright...enjoy the poem...I changed a few words but they seem to fit fine...
Cheers everybody!
Missy Newie
To my "Special Someone" in the city of angels...
 .This goes out to my AMAZING boyfriend who I truly love with all my heart, with who I was, who I am and who I will ever be...
 I am sitting here thinking
of the words I want to say,
They just don't sound right
So I found my usual way.
I got this piece of paper
and wrote this poem for you,
But there's no real way to THANK YOU!
For everything you do.
For always being kind to me,
and standing by my side.
For helping me through things,
and never casting me aside.
For accepting my thoughts and feelings,
and trying to understand.
For never giving up on me
And being such a GREAT boyfriend.
Thanks for making me laugh,
and letting me cry.
And saying you missed me already,
when I was saying goodbye.
Everything you mean to me, I know you will never know.
And every way you changed my life,
I could never show.
Before I get too soppy (haha!)
It is time for me to go.
But before I leave my page,
There is one thing you have got to know.
As long as we are living,
no matter where we are.
I will think of you as my PERFECT boyfriend,
and my shining star.
And what makes this so AMAZING is,
It is JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!
From your special someone in the city of angels It's just half way around the world from your city of angels!!! hehe (It's amazing how far away you are but how near you seem to be! see? how amazing you are???)July 10 Who says you can't???You can do anything you set your mind to. Yes, you can do anything you set your mind to. Oh, one more time? YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU SET YOUR MIND TO! If you want it bad enough, you will work your way out and it will happen...(somehow
 ). Who says you can't anyway? Do those people know you the way you know yourself? Do you even know yourself though? Hmmmmm....logical, logical, eh? If the answer is no, not really, Errrr...I'm not so sure, huh?, what's the point? Then you really should take a look at yourself, inside and out. Think Think Think....how do you relate to your friends and family? What interests do you pursue, what adventures do you have? What job do you have? (HUH? Geez, you're unemployed? c'mon over and work for me
Errrr, wait! maybe in 10years ...haha), What do you want in life? OUCH!!! The last question is tough I know. Many people don't know the answer. I don't blame you. Some people want wealth and success, some people want happiness and peace of mind, some people just want a family and a nice backyard, some people just work their ass (ARSE? haha!) off just to buy a yacht or a sport car.
Do you have a particular goal? If you do, set small goals along the way. That will make it easier. Are you wondering through life? That is NOT GOOD!!!
It's true though that you can accomplish anything you want. Once you know what you really want, when you have a particular goal, it's easy to fulfill that desire. Don't you think fulfilling your desires is a lot easier than finding out what your goal is??? I'm not the expert or a nerd or got an A+ from phychology class. In fact, I didn't really do good in that class. The only question I'm sure I was right was about sexual behavior of human beings...haha!
 I just believe that life is a lot better when you know where you are going. It's not fun wondering around every 24/7. No offense, some may like it, some may not...I'm not saying what is right or wrong. Back to the topic. What if your goals are small ones like losing some weight
? Well, let me tell you know that there's no small goals. Now you say, HUH? Well, again ...one more time... NO GOAL IS TOO SMALL!!! How about your dream? It ain't too big either! Trust me, I know things...LOL...haha...Errrrr, that's lame. Sorry! but it's true!!! unless you want to become a president of the U.S. Then reading this won't help you accomplish it...haha! Too bad!
Yeah...that's pretty much about it. Hope that helps!!!
******* So what else have I done last week? I pretty much spent all my time working on Marketing Strategy final paper, loving my man, talking to my man, working a little but here and there.
I went to the club (Route 66) on Friday night. Geez, the place was packed! There was no space to dance. I loved it though!!! I loved the music. OMG!!! I loved that Neyo - So Sick club remix so much. I wouldn't listen to the song when I drive or not at the club though...LOL...the regular version is cool though. Hmmmm...maybe I can dance to the song in my car??? LOL...Not a bad idea, is it?
I had lunch with my cool friends at Sizzler Thong Lo today. It was fun, good laugh! Check pics out on my photo album. You'll probably know how much fun I had. HAHA!!!
A few more weeks and I'll be in Germany...Woo hoo!!! (Woo Hoo??? LOL...does that mean I'm happy??? haha!).
Geez, It's almost 1 am. I gotta go get some beauty sleep. Happy Buddhist (Buddist?) Lent's Day everyone!!! I know you guys in Thailand have day off but I don't
Cheers, Missy Newie
ps. Hey hottie, missin' and lovin' you (very much) here in the city of angels (haha! I know I just copied your line...hehe! Geez, you're great!)
ps. I know that it's not always possible to make everything happen. I'm just trying to say that people should try first, give it a shot before giving up easily.
ps. Take a look at some cool pics. My friends are so cool! July 05 Healthy Self Esteem, Anyone???Have you ever woken up and looked in the mirror and most days you say to yourself ...
"Ouch, I hate what I see, I hate the way I look, I hate myself as a person"
Unfortunately many people have negative thoughts about their looks, intelligence and struggle with negative body images.
Believe it or not, I had extremely low self esteem for 17 years. When I say extremely, I mean the lowest!. I'm 23 now and will turn 24 in the Beer Land, Germany...Should I laugh or cry? hehe...OOPS! okie...back to the topic...
Did you know that people with healthy or high self esteem feel good about themselves and continue believing in themselves regardless of what others think of them? Too bad that some people feel good about themselves only as long as others support them and approve them. I'm pretty sure I belong to the healthy self esteem group because I know words can't bring me down. (unless it's about weight issue! LOL...haha! I'm a young woman...you expect me to "ALWAYS" believe that I'm not fat at all, have sweet curves and so hot and all that??? drop it!!! haha!)
I wish I could help those people who are unsure of themselves. I can say I know how it feels like to be rejected and unwanted. I've been there before... 17 years! LONG enough to know that having low self esteem is very unhealthy. I remember back when I had low self esteem, my feelings got easily hurt. I was too quick to read insult and since I feel insulted, hurt, embarrassed, and ashamed...that lead to a huge problem. I didn't even want to live in this world anymore.
I'm not that girl anymore. Special Thanks to my second family in Louisiana. They made me realize that I can do so many things that so many other people cannot do. They made me feel pretty and they laughed at my silly jokes, they believed that I was clever and smart enough to make my dreams come true, I got all the attention, people hugged me everyday. Nobody hugged me for 17 years...LOL... I was probably disgusted? They were so proud of me that I was only 17-18 but able to live in another country and speak a totally different languages. My American friends thought I had beautiful black hair (I always hated my hair), they loved my smile (I wasn't a very happy girl before I went there) and most important thing, they thought I was not fat!!! even when I gained 20 Kg...haha! Gosh, I love these people!
Here's a useful chart from U. of Texas at Austin...
Self-esteem is largely developed during childhood.
Like I've written earlier that people can help you with that (low self esteem) and you don't even know it. I can't laugh at "extra size, dark skin, bald, disable (and so on) people really. I mean they are perfect just the way they are. I bet they can do so many things that ordinary people can't do. They may draw/sing/dance and so on really good but they are just a little over-weight, SO WHAT? They can draw REALLY good but CAN YOU???
I know it's hard to pump up the self esteem. It's not that difficult though as long as you know who you can run to when you feel bad and unwanted. Everybody has good and bad sides. My dark sides are hidden...hehe... but if you read the letter to whom it may concern (before I deleted it) you probably know how bad I am as a person! haha!
Well, really, don't let anybody bring you down just because they say something bad about you. Some people think that I have big ass and legs (well, I do...LOL but so what? its not that I don't exercise and its not that I can't walk!) but I tell them to look at my pretty face or my beautiful boobs instead!!! (Errrrr...HAHA!). Why people always look down on other people? Just to make them feel better about themselves or what??? Grrrrr!!!
Here's a special msg to my girls out there, please don't let anybody (words) bring you down...PLEASE!!! Only "LOSERS" enjoy hurting other people feeling and don't take responsible for what they say. Why would you feel bad because LOSERS think you're not good enough??? Believe it or not, we are perfect just the way we are!!! (Errrr...maybe not always...LOL...)
Haha! Thanks for reading...I know its kinda wordy and (a little) boring... Cheers! Newie
p.s. I miss my man always... He's a big part of my "HEALTHY SELF ESTEEM" Thank you hottie!
ps. I forgot to mention that I only ate a little bit of vegetable everyday and that was all I ate each day. My skin turned yellow and I was extremely unhealthy, I couldn't even hold a tennis racquet. I did it for almost 2 years just because I was so afraid people would think that I'm too fat and not beautiful....DUH!!! See? people can change ...If I could change, you can too!!! July 03 How much have you changed???Here you go, some more useless info. about Newie. hehe! I stole it from Lacie's my space...haha! Thanks Lacie!
How much have you changed?
Have you gotten drunk? Hehe...Errrrr... ******* I hope that wasn't too boring to read. I received a letter from my University in Germany. I really hate the Orientation thing. It's really boring and I can't believe I'll have to deal with that again from 9 A.M. - 16.00 PM...It's going to be really boring and sad, trying to make new friends at the day, answering questions like where are you from? what is your name and stuff like that.
Okie, it cant be that bad but I've changed many schools in the past and I can never get used to it. See? I'm not that cool after all
I went on a business trip to U-Thong and Suphanburi. My brother was a gentleman
I'll def. go jogging this evening. The only thing that can stop me now is I'm having too much fun doing the report and I can do the body combat later at night. I really feel weak, fat, thick and unhealthy at the moment and I haven't worked out for only a week.
OMG!!! I love my hottie so much. I can't believe a great guy like him loves a lame silly girl like me...OMG!!! Am I that "LUCKY"??? He gives me sooooo much more than I could ever ask for from anybody and he still thinks he hasn't given me enough! If I can rate how lucky I am...I would probably get 99 out of 10 !!! Errrr...Sorry can't do math
Alright, I gotta get busy here... You guys take care na ja M{i}ssY N[e]w{i}E June 28 Some useless infomation about Newluxe!!! haha!!!
NAME: Newluxe (นิวลุกซ์) I kinda like Newie more though.
BOUGHT A CONDOM: Geez, I'm a nice Thai girl...What do you think? HAHA!!!
WHO IS YOUR FAV. PERSON TO TALK TO ABOUT LIFE?. Duh!!! My hottie si ka!!! Oui, Jay, Poo (I'm tellin' you this princess has the biggest heart in the world!), Bobby, Daddy, Mum, Bro, Cupid and Beautie.
WHO DO YOU MISS? Peter :( WHO DO YOU WANT TO MARRY AND SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH? Geez, can't you tell? ANDY RODDICK BABE ANDY RODDICK!!! HAHA...Kiddin' Geez, I said KIDDIN'
DO YOU HAVE A JOB? Well, I kinda help my parents. They have their own business. I'm a Grad Student though.
******* Oh boy, I have a lot more to answers but I will leave it right there for now. It took too long and I'm working at the same time. (I know I'm a supergirl...haha!I wish!
Anyways, I'll get back to what I was doing. Oh one more special thanks ... Bobby and Oui!!! Thank you mak mak na woy. You called right after you read that letter...haha I'm impressed! and I need details please!!! haha!!! Geez, you guys are so cool!!!
Okie Dokie... Take care guys I'm back to the same old Newluxe! Thanks for the support! Newie
June 26 To whom it may concern; (Duh...!!!)It's actually 27/06/06 today. I decided to delete the letter (To whom it may concern;) If you wanna read it...I still have it though...HAHA!!!
Why??? Well, from all the supports, e-mails, text messages, phone calls... they can't believe I could be that stress when I'm normally a VERY happy girl. (I'm even happier now ... it's all because of my man!!!
 )...So since everybody (educated with experiences) tells me to stay away from the negative thinker, I guess that's the best idea if I still wanna be happy. It really aint worth my time anymore.
Special thanks go to...
KAS - You're the first one who got me to think if it was a bad idea to be pissed off. Thanks and stay COOL!!!
Jim - Thank you for your support! you'll always be my great friend!!! HAHA! Thanks for making me laugh all the time!!! Too bad, I didn't get to use your line "F*ck off from jimmy in "......." !!!
Kate - Thanks for caring and trying to calm me down. You're probably still the only person who could tell/notice when I dislike or upset about something. You're so awesome and hot!!! (Say thank you to your Danny hottie too!!! ...his last comment...Hmmmmm! LOL....) you'll always have the place in my heart...jing jing...
Missy Poo - You're the reason I decided to delete the letter. It's so true what you said. I shouldn't be stressed out because of "that person". I should think about all the happy things in my life. My boyfriend, my family, my friends and I'm about to make my dreams come true in Germany and maybe one more country after Germany. Thank you for being there for me. You guys are soooo good to me!!!
Most importantly...
My hottie - Peter, you're too good to be true. You always make me smile/laugh when I'm down. You're always right there for me whenever I need you. It could have been worse if you weren't with me last night
Thank you for everything. If my arms could reach, I would hold you tight and won't ever let you outta my sight!!! for real...God, I miss you!!! Again, thank you for all the e-mails, text messages, phone calls and comments... I'm blessed and very thankful. thank you!!!
Okie Dokie...Time for me to get back to work...
Take care guys...stay cool
Newluxe
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26/06/06
Hey guys, I'm sorry about that letter. I've been stressed out about this person. It seems to me like no matter how hard I tried to keep our friendship going, he couldn't see or feel it. There's no point to keep trying. I quit. SORRY!
I've been driving around all day!
My mom and brother will go to Germany with me. Woo Hoo! I won't have to fly alone!!! Dee Jai mak mak!!! And ...errrrr....hmmmm....Let me keep the other one as a secret for now...I'll share it with you guys when I get my lazy ass to Germany
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I miss my hottie so much. I'm so lucky he loves me too.
Sometime I wake up alone in the dark, I can't believe this is for real. A great and giving man like Peter loves a silly girl like me. Next time, I should just BANG! my head on the wall and see if it's real or it's only in my dream
. But then, when I'm awake and he's still there watching me!!! Geez! I'm the lucky girl! p.s As you guys can see that I added "Weather" on my blog page. Bangkok is where I am. Los Angeles is where my hottie is, Heidelberg is where I'm going to be, Kaplan is where I lived in the U.S. ...just so you know!
Take care guys!
Thanks for reading!
Newie
p.s Newie yaak dai Hit-A-Way tennis trainer mak mak  . I heard it's the fastest way that I can practice and get back to play tennis again. Anybody knows where I can get that in Thailand? I'll upload the picture. Thank you!June 20 What the hell...I can't believe what I just read on the newspaper. I'm the one who's suffering from the pain. Nobody can understand how it feels like the fact that I can't play tennis with my family like I've always done for 8 years, 3 times a week. When we played tennis, we talked, we laughed, we joked and we smiled and we had a great time. Now that I'm not a part of that.... think about it...8 years... and its all gone...just memories left. Okie, people think I'm strong... I'm not that strong, okie? If you can just live in my heart, you would know how weak I am inside. There are so many things that have changed after the incident. It's just too difficult that my family and I have to deal with these lame people, liars!
I'm really trying to act tough and strong so my parents won't worry about me so much. It really hurts when I see all these news on the newspaper.
The people from that Stamford shit hole University said(the news) that they've done a lot for me, they cared, they visited me, they called...WTF??? One lady visited me ONE time at the hospital and that was it!...
About 25% scholarship??? All Stamford students get that 25% off to transfer to any of the Schiller Int'l Uni. What the hell??? What a lame lie.
My mother is the one who had to call them and when my mother called the lame president; he said "Keep it short, I don't have time for you. Don't worry that no one will serve you". I can't believe president of a Graduate School can say that lame words out of his mouth.
They promised to do so many things. Not a single things they have done. My parents and I have worked them all out. We contacted University in Germany, we paid the deposit payments...I made a reservation for housing. They PROMISED they will pay for all that right from the start. What kinda people they are? Why people make promises when they don't intend to keep?
I mean my parents can pay for all that. But why they had/have to play stupid children games. I'm really not up for it.
My thumb is not the same, doesn't look the same, can't use it normally like before I was stabbed or like any other normal people.
I have a horrible headache because of the wound on my head.
Now they are making it like I'm greedy, my family is greedy.
God, I really don't want to cry. But this hurts too much. How am I going to be able to handle this? I really don't see how.
Everytime I see the building, it reminds me of all the pictures of my body with loads of blood, the bastard shouted at my face to shut up and the big knife at my throat, the pain when he stabbed my head and when my thumb and other fingers were bleeding really bad. The 31 mins drive to the hospital alone, praying that I'd make it to the emergency room before I faint or pass out, run out of blood or something. The feeling that I could have been killed, what would I do if I didn't fight, my parents would never see me again.
It was just so hard to be strong all alone and now these people are trying to look good. This is just unfair.
Thank you everybody for reading this. Thanks for all the support. I really appreciate it.
Wish me (and my family) luck.
Newluxe
p.s. Special Thanks to my hottie for always be there when I need him the most. Thank You. June 16 My Perfect PrinceHave you guys read Thairath newspaper the other day and yesterday? My full name was on it! yes, about the incident. When I heard that it was published, I felt like I've been stabbed again. The pictures came back, I felt like my blood was still pouring down my body. I'll get them scanned and upload here soon.
Peter was there for me a whole time. He made me feel safe and strong. MUAH!
CLICK HERE to read the news
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Thank you NuttaNerdyNasty! I'm the lucky one
 Am I that lucky???? I can't believe I have found someone as great as Peter. He just left Bangkok in the morning and I miss him SO MUCH already. Can you guys believe that I cried all the way back home (crying, eating my whopper junior, driving at the same time...hehe! God! I'm good! LOL ...Geez, I'm just KIDDING!). My eyes hurt now...I know I'll see him again soon but it feels so lonely to be far away from him right now...Song Sarn my hottie, probably still on the way...
I'm not going to mention everything he has done/does for me because I can't name them all. I'll have to sit here for hours. I do remember every little/big things; big warm hugs when I cry, smiles when I'm sad, sweet touches to show me how much he feels for me...blah blah blah...Thank You everybody who has helped me ...You guys know who you are
 ...So, I shouldn't forget the night at Santika,eh? Hey hottie, you're not going to forget that too chai mai ja???  I can't wait to see you again *******
Hottie, this song is for you... (Sorry! I know I'm a red neck but my hottie knows that I don't listen to only country
) This song says how I feel and you're amazing!Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me Is almost more than I can take Baby when you touch me I can feel how much you love me And it just blows me away I've never been this close to anyone or anything I can hear your thoughts I can see your dreams I don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better I wanna spend the rest of my life With you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Baby I'm amazed by you The smell of your skin The taste of your kiss The way you whisper in the dark Your hair all around me Baby you surround me You touch every place in my heart Oh it feels like the first time every time I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes I don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better I wanna spend the rest of my life With you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Baby I'm amazed by you Every little thing that you do I'm so in love with you It just keeps getting better I wanna spend the rest of my life With you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Oh, every little thing that you do Baby I'm amazed by you.  I drove home crying like a babe after saying good bye to my hottie at the airport. I know I'm going to see him again before I know it. Errrrr, for those of you who think that guys are guys...and think that I'm stupid for believing that he's different...Please just let me do whatever I feel for once dai mai ka? I'm clever, brave and strong,remember?
hrrrrrr! I wish ...hehe *******
You can check out the pictures on last blog. Don't be lazy! just scroll down and take a quick peek!!! haha!
I'm off to bed. It's midnight and I'm gonna go jogging early morning tomorrow...wanna join? ;)
Cheers
Newluxe
ps. I heard I've broken my fans' hearts??? WHY???  June 07 Newie is BACK...I'm so sorry I haven't really written anything for ages. I'm trying to get back on track though. One question before I start the story, how come only 100 people visit my blog this past 3 days when I usually had 300+ visitors everyweek? Errrr....will that make 300 a whole week? Geezzz! I still can't do math!
 Why (Thai) people have to care of what other people think of them too much? Why don't they (we) just do what we want (something that's harmless and won't hurt others though). I'll give you an example later. What's the deal with sticking your face (head) on your shoulder all the time? Losing face is a NO-NO. Why? Why? Why? When we don't do things we are happy doing, we don't look happy and when we don't look happy, that means we are not happy. Remember? If you feel good, you look good!
 Sneaky Stole this from Nong Pretty's Blog
You guys probably know how great my parents are. I love them so much and I think I'm just too lucky. The other day, I told Daddy that I'm going to Koh Tao or Samui this weekend. I usually just let him know where I'm going. Not asking for permission or anything. This time he said NO. BIG NO. I was like what? WHY? He said "New, you just came back from Koh Samet. You've been out too much. It's just too much. NO!" I was about to cry. My heart was broken. I'M DYING TO GO. I heard the beach is very beautiful
 . From that, I assume that he's afraid people around here would think that I'm a bad girl because I'm not really home as much as I used to be? I just came back from Koh Samet and now I'm going to Koh Samui? I have no clues. I'm just really sad. I'm not allowed to travel anymore? Or is it because I'm leaving to Germany in about 60 days? I thought I was gonna go anyway but cum (oops, I mean come) to think of it, daddy loves me and don't want people "to think that I'm ใจแตก" ? So this is how he protects me from that?
About the incident, I'll have to go to the court with my parents. I hate Stamford Int'l Uni. so much. I hate the building. I'm not a hater but I hate them all. Life is not fair, is it? Wish me luck. They'll make me feel even worse and quilty about the attack.
It's about time to tell you guys about my man,eh? I talked to someone this morning. He said he knows all Thai girls are not the same. Everybody is different. One thing in common about is when we have a boyfriend, we don't tell other guys that we do, so we can keep looking for a better one, richer, nicer, better looking. I told him that I'm a THAI GIRL and I publish it on here that I do have a boyfriend. A part can't represent the whole chai mai ja?
Anyway, Peter is such a sweetheart. I'm soooooooooo lucky and this is for ya hottie! (I know I'm a copy cat hehe!)
 I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair. (I love your hair!)
I hate the way you drive your car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate the way you act silly
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick.
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh;
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around :(
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close
Not even a little bit
I'm off to class and do a little shopping...
Take care and stay safe!
Newie
ps. I miss you hottie May 30 Here we go again...1. What's your name?
Newluxe
2. Who do u like?
Andy Roddick of course... and my hottie 3. Are u sure? Duh!!! 4. For Guys shorts or Speedo's? Shorts but Speedo's are cute too...Errrrr....  5. What do u like better, BET or MTV? MTV 6. Who are your best friends? You know who you are...
 (I don't wanna get in trouble for forgetting to mention somebodys name)7. Where do u chill? Anywhere with my peeps 8. What is your b/f, g/f doing tonight? Thinking of me and masturbate...HAHA!!! well, you asked, didn't you??? LOL ..KIDDING!!! 9. How many pairs of shoes do u have? Loads...but I only wear the ones I really like. 10. What is your favorite place to eat?
Soups but since I'm not in Louisiana anymore, anywhere is cool...Outback Steakhouse is GREAT too!!! Yummy....
11. What color is your bathing suit? You mean bikini? haha! Oh bathing suit...well, kinda red, blue and white... 12. What beach do u go to? Went to Koh Samet last week  13. If you could have any car, what would it be? I can't believe you asked me that!!! duh...Black Mercedes of course...How many times you hear me say that??? haha! 14. Do u smoke? Nope and it doesn't really bother me but just don't like it...it's not that difficult to quit...full stop...
15. Do u drink? hell yeah  16. Do u know who has it bad for you?
Well, yeah...more than one...HAHA!!! Kidding.... 17. Have u ever gotten pooped on by a bird before? Yes  18. Have u been to the beach this year? Yes and the last time was the best! 19. How many kids do u plan on having? I haven't thought about that kinda things yet... 20. What's your favorite store? Loads... 21. Do u have a fan in your room? Yea 22. Who sent this to you? Carmen Meaux 23. Say one nice thing about that person: Hey girl, I miss you so much and you'll always be my best friend!
24. What's your favorite flower? Roses/white 25. What do u usually get at Dunkin Donuts? Anything with chocolate 27. Do u like CT? Never been there...
28. Do u like LA? Louisiana you mean? or The city of Angels? 29. Do u have a TV in your room? No but I have laptop and I can watch porn too...same thing... haha! 30. What color is your hair? You tell me...I really don't know... but I like it... 31. Are you a male or female? FEMALE 32. What school do u go to? Schiller Int'l University in Germany 33. Do you believe in true love? I didn't but I'm learning... 34. Have you found your soulmate? If so, who? Andy Roddick...haha! 35. What is the worst thing that has ever happened to you? The incident and someone I really care about hurt me and I still care for them
36. How long have u been on the computer for?
30 mins I guess 37. Do you have any pictures of yourself on the computer? You mean the naked one? haha!
38. Biggie or TuPac? I really don't care...I love 'em all...
39. What's your favorite donut? Anything with chocolate...
40. Tea or coffee? I sell tea, I kinda drink that everyday but my fav has got to be coffee, Mocha Frappe please! 41. How do u like it? Strong, sweet and Hard like my man!!! haha! Kidding... not too sweet ...thats how I like it 42. Are u a virgin? I'm a nice Thai girl, what do you think?
got to keep it something special chai mai? He has got to be REALLY special muah...Errrr, did I answer the question? LOL 43. How much money do u have in your room? Not much... 44. What are u wearing right now? Shorts and world cup T-Shirt
45. Where in your house are you? In my mum's office 46. Fruity or Cocoa pebbles? Cocoa 47. What's your favorite color of skittles?
They all taste the same! well, the green one I guess... 48. Do u like to eat skittles?
yeah, the sour one... 49. What time is it? 5.59 AM 50. What have u eaten all day? I just woke up an hour ago...havent eaten yet 51. Who's your favorite Sesame Street character?
I don't know...mai dai doo na ja :) 52. What time did u go to bed last night?
Midnight 53. Do u believe in God?
What do you want me to say? okay!!!  Yes...54. Why are u doing this profile thing? None of your biz...haha! 55. Do u like cheese? Yup
56. What do u like on your pizza? Anything is fine! as long as it's pizza! 57. Do u have any siblings?
Yes 58. Do u like the new Volkswagen Beetle? Nope... 59. What's the most favorite thing you own?
Probably ...errrr....belts, my watch but it doesn't work anymore 60. Would you like it if your b/f, g/f, crush surprised you with
a roses or a love poem tomorrow? yea, who wouldn't? but love poem???  61. What's your favorite stuffed animal? I aint into it... 62. How many people are on your buddylist? loads... 63. Who do you want to see right now? Andy Roddick...haha! nah...Beautie...coz i got to take her to school and she's still in the shower! and of course...can't wait to see my hottie...hehe! 64. Do you play any sports? Which ones? How much time you got? haha! Swimming, Tennis, Jogging, Running, Badmintion, Basketball, Volleyball, Table Tennis, Football, Aerobics, Aero-boxing, Body-Combat, ... you name it... 65. What's your shoe size? I don't know..let me check... 6.5 - 7 (USA) 66. Are u hungry? Hungry for my man? haha! of course... ALL THE TIME... 67. What are you hungry for? I thought I just made it clear! haha! 68. Do u sing in the shower?
Yup...ShhhhH! 69. Do u love your parents? Yup, I love 'em 70. What's your favorite Song(s)? I can't name them all here... 71. Coke or Sprite?
None...Mocha or Vodka&Lemon!!! 72. Did you hate this? Pretty much... 73. If you could change one thing about yourself......what would it be? I don't wanna chage a single thing!
74. What can you picture yourself doing in the future?
Once I get my Ph.D. I'll prob teach somewhere and never going to stop exercising...Thats all I know now...Sorry... 75. How old do you plan on being when you get married? next question please! 76. Favorite class(es)?
Anything related to culture and people and real life... 77. when's the last time you got totally plastered ? Totally plastered??? In Feb this year when the bastard stabbed me... Why did you bring that up anyway???
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I'm leaving to Germany around Aug 5, 2006 - Aug 10, 2006. I got the VISA today...It looks good on my passport. My mother talked to this lady at the embassy, her Visa was denided last time but this time she's all prepared to get married with this German guy. He's 60 and she's probably mid 30's. She told me that she can't write and she cant read. My mother asked how she met this guy and she said she sent him the picture because everybody in town was talking about it. His wife died and he needed someone to be with and will pay 10,000 Baht every 10 days (Tell me if that's 30,000 Baht/ month??!!!???) Oh god! I can't even make that much money with my Master's Degree!
. That's sad, isn't it? Narai Hotel on Silom Road asked me if I still want to work with them as a Secretary to Hotel Manager, I told them that I'm leaving to Germany soon
. I study everday from 10.30 am - 5.00 pm. I really can't do it but I really want it bad, Sorry. I'm going to take a shower and watch my Andy Roddick play good tennis tonight...WAY TO GO BABE...!!!
Take care...
Newie
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1. What's your name?
Peter
2. Who do u like?
my hottie 3. Are u sure? Duh!!! 4. For Guys shorts or Speedo's? Shorts but Speedo's are ....well I dont like them because you need a hot body to pull off wearing one. 5. What do u like better, BET or MTV? MTV 6. Who are your best friends? My best friend's name is Con.
7. Where do u chill? I used to not go out that much but now I love going everywhere. All I need is good company. Love the beach now too... 8. What is your b/f, g/f doing tonight? I think she will watch Andy Roddick play....hopefully talk to me for a bit 9. How many pairs of shoes do u have? 3....yeah thats it...but I really only wear one here because how much can you pack for a trip. 10. What is your favorite place to eat?
Pho54 but since I'm not in LA anymore, anywhere is cool...I didn't know my sexy hottie liked Outback Steakhouse....I've never even tried it though there are plenty in L.A......I think....yeah I've seen the commercials and driven by. 11. What color is your bathing suit? My bathing suit is birthday.........I think I also have a pink speedo 12. What beach do u go to? Went to Koh Samet last week 13. If you could have any car, what would it be? The new volkswagon beetle.............j/k 14. Do u smoke? Not really. It doesnt do anything for me. I smoke socially not very much but I have zero craving for it.
15. Do u drink? I used to not drink, but now I do. I'm still a virgin to most kinds though. 16. Do u know who has it bad for you?
I hope so. 17. Have u ever gotten pooped on by a bird before? No! But I prob will tomorrow. 18. Have u been to the beach this year? Yes and the last time was the best! 19. How many kids do u plan on having? At least one.... 20. What's your favorite store? Ok..I'm a tool....I shop at the Gap. I rather own something from every store though. 21. Do u have a fan in your room? Yea 22. Who sent this to you? Hmm....I stole it from a hottie. 23. Say one nice thing about that person: She does everything for me and only asks for me in return. Love her! Miss you tee sud! Miss you Mak Mak!
24. What's your favorite flower? Um.... 25. What do u usually get at Dunkin Donuts? Whats that. I guess they sell donuts. I've seen the store downstairs I think but never went into...something creme filled maybe. 27. Do u like CT? Never been there...
28. Do u like LA? Louisiana you mean? or The city of Angels? I love L.A. and hear great things about LA.29. Do u have a TV in your room? No but I have computer and I can watch porn too...same thing... haha! Actually I usually watch tv from my computer.
30. What color is your hair? Plain old black 31. Are you a male or female? FEMALE ........no wait....MALE 32. What school do u go to? None  Might take economic classes at U of Phoenix online.........maybe.33. Do you believe in true love? Yes 34. Have you found your soulmate? If so, who? Andy Roddick! Hey he has to be great if my hottie likes him so much. 35. What is the worst thing that has ever happened to you? Deaths and sickness in the family.....hurting ones I love....
36. How long have u been on the computer for?
20 Minutes 37. Do you have any pictures of yourself on the computer? Yes. No naked ones I hope. If my hottie has some of hers....can I see?
38. Biggie or TuPac? Tupac
39. What's your favorite donut? Anything with filling
40. Tea or coffee? I don't really drink either....unless it has ice cream in it....I hear there's this great brand of green tea...but havent tried it yet. 41. How do u like it? Creamy and cold. 42. Are u a virgin?  Can you ask me again about 7 years ago.43. How much money do u have in your room? Umm...some. 44. What are u wearing right now? Red and black t shirt and gray sweats....my lazy ass hasn't left my room the whole day! Thats what happens when you can work from your computer.
45. Where in your house are you? My house? I have a studio....I'm on my bed typing on my laptop. 46. Fruity or Cocoa pebbles? Uh oh...............I am fruity. 47. What's your favorite color of skittles?
Huh? I didn't even realize they were different flavors. Is there a blue one? 48. Do u like to eat skittles?
Used to....for some reason some foods die on me. 49. What time is it? 9:12 PM 50. What have u eaten all day? Chinese noodles in sauce, fries, fish, and my hott....err something else that tastes better than anything else. I was saving my appetite for the last one. 51. Who's your favorite Sesame Street character?
I don't know...mai dai doo na ja :) 52. What time did u go to bed last night?
10 PM then woke up then 3AM then woke up then 9 AM....sorry!! 53. Do u believe in God?
When I'm happy....so currently yes. 54. Why are u doing this profile thing? hottie inspired 55. Do u like cheese? I think I only like it in one case....i forgot which one though.
56. What do u like on your pizza? Oh I think cheese. I actually always eat it with pineapple, jalapeno and bacon. People think I'm gross. 57. Do u have any siblings?
Yes 4 brothers. All currently living with my parents. 58. Do u like the new Volkswagen Beetle? I haven't seen it. Its cool that my girlfriend knows more about cars than me. 59. What's the most favorite thing you own?
My dog. I hear he's kinda scary. 60. Would you like it if your b/f, g/f, crush surprised you with
a roses or a love poem tomorrow? Whats the definition of a love poem? I love beautiful words with background of a hot couple and holding hands. 61. What's your favorite stuffed animal? chihuahua 62. How many people are on your buddylist? 15ish? I haven't been signed on much the last year. And not in the last month. AIM doesnt work on my laptop at CP SILOM! 63. Who do you want to see right now? My cutie.....or better yet a little while ago when she was showering  64. Do you play any sports? Which ones? Play? Well as long as you didn't say play good.....basketball, baseball, american football... 65. What's your shoe size? 10.5 66. Are u hungry? Hungry for my woman? All the time. I just ate a little while ago...but I hear I should eat more. 67. What are you hungry for? I thought I just made it clear! haha! 68. Do u sing in the shower?
No....the walls are thin. 69. Do u love your parents? Yup, I love 'em 70. What's your favorite Song(s)? I can't name them all here... 71. Coke or Sprite?
Both. 72. Did you hate this? Not really...but it took longer than I thought 73. If you could change one thing about yourself......what would it be? That certain things weren't broken right temporarily right now.....umm....there's more but I don't want to upset someone by saying things like my chest...etc etc...
74. What can you picture yourself doing in the future?
Finishing my online business and marketing plan...live on investments...travel...and see all the beaches. 75. How old do you plan on being when you get married? I used to plan on 32...but now I know everythings completely opposite from what you plan. 76. Favorite class(es)?
Favorite class? really? 77. when's the last time you got totally plastered ? I'm not sure whats the definition. I think I got drunk 3 times in my life. I'm not sure if any of the times can be considered plastered. |
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. Human beings are selfish, ain't we? Well, I don't like this. I don't think I'm the most important person in my life. My family is so important to me. Peter is extremely important to me. My friends are important to me. Let me change this No. 6 to...(read No.7)
. I don't really do anything anyway though...haha! I can't really complain!
My hottie knows...
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. I didn't really have to do anything. He did all the work!!! I'll post some pictures soon. I'm kinda busy thinking/trying to finish this lame cell phone report. BRAIN DEAD!!! NEED HELP REAL QUICK!!! 
), soccer, aerobics, body-combat just to name a few...
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